creatures

nostalgia is a very dangerous thing. its powerful and hard to control and ruins the present moment. why are we always constantly forced to remember instead of look forward. everything makes us remember. songs and smells and quick mental flashes of people weaving in and out of the present moment. it makes us feel good to know that we once had a moment that we will never forget, or not necessarily a moment, but a person or a place or a sound or a feeling...but its like pressing on a bruise when it already hurts or giving yourself a paper cut on purpose....ill never be able to comprehend why humans do it, but they do, and they always will. i have a select few moments in my life that at that time so strongly impacted my present brainwavey thingies that i thought i would never in my life experience something like it again. everyone has them. and most ppl try to hold on so tightly to those seemingly insignificant moments that those thoughts knot up in the present and cause us to forget where we are and make u feel so morphy and in your own head and the claustrophobia is like when ur sitting on the window seat of an airplane and u have to take a gnarly piss and the frenchmen next to you is out like a light and the british woman on the outside is deeply engrossed in a self help book and you cant escape. we can never escape our own heads. its a dangerous thing, the mind.